Life is hard.
Life is a long-term journey.
Sometimes, you're grateful of it.
Sometimes, you're just sick of it.
After all, life is just life.
And you HAVE to face it.
You can't avoid it.
You can't have another option.
You can't deny the fact about it.
And you have to accept,
that the fact you just have to live it.
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It's been too long since the last time I've posted.
To something that used to be my daily drugs.
use-to-be.
Yeah, I'm still alive.
Still breathing the same air as you.
I'm sorry that I've been away for too long.
It's just, I've been stucked to another dimension of the world.
There's one day, I've decided that I want a space.
And I knew that "I really need a break. From everything."
Life is just getting awful.
Everything doesn't feels the same anymore.
My soul is technically dead.
Or it is torn and scattered all over the place.
I felt like I'm losing myself. A lot.
Been dealing with tons of bullshits and drama.
Been fighting with the imaginary devil inside myself.
Been struggling to get away from negative yet consuming thoughts.
Theres one day, I keep asking myself with tons of questions.
"What I'm going to do with my life?"
"Am I stable enough to face this whole filthy world?"
"How strong am I to face all of the dramas that will be popped out soon?"
—and the list keeps going on and on.
Goodbye.
